Two Days to go!

Well the countdown has begun and no i'm not really expecting something big. It's just that i have a self-test which will prove the existence of new me in 2 days time. Am i eager? hmm kinda of. Am i nervous? huh..a little bit. But i would say i have surprised myself with my pre-reaction. If it's the old me, i would have spent sleepless nights thinking of what is stored and how i'm going to face it. I still remember, years ago i was supposed to meet a person who has nothing to do with me (just an acquaintance..not even so) and i was so nervous that my heart start somersaulting in my chest when i met the person and as you would have guessed i made a complete fool of myself. So that's when i gave up the idea of meeting new people face to face as i'm a unsociable freak (may be am being to harsh on myself). But today here i am, fixing a date to meet such person and not feeling any 'pre-meeting' syndrome. Just that, at moments when i think about it, i feel like i have made a mistake and should jut stayed as old Ramyah and should not have shed my comfy shell. But sometimes you have to do some silly things to prove yourself not to others but to you. So i have taken a decision to leave my shell and try a new thing which is soooo normal for the rest of the world but me! Will post very soon on how i made it( so made myself a fool again):p